Friday, October 20, 2017

“‘Apparition: Postcards From Eye See You’ is a series of digital images created during my recovery from a stroke that left me legally blind in 2012. The birth of these images began deep within my damaged brain, as it would begin to make new neural connections, resulting in startling but vivid visual hallucinations from a condition known as Charles Bonnet Syndrome.”
J. Fredric May, Authors Hallucination No.3 “Les”, digital image

J. Fredric May, Authors Hallucination No.89, digital image

J. Fredric May, Authors Hallucination No.19, digital image


Sunday, October 15, 2017



Old Self Portrait






This is a collage I made when I was a lot younger, probably between ages 7 and 9. I used Photoshop to add the spider and lengthen my nails and teeth. It shows my early interest in collage and photography and my humor. My hair was actually red at the time of the photo, which is something similar to me today since I still have my hair dyed. I remember my dad taking photos of me like this one in his studio and then helping me Photoshop them. This one became a poster on our wall for a few years and I would always smile when I saw it because of what it reminded me of and because it is so ridiculous.

Newer Self Portrait




This photo was taken by my mom at the Chihuly Museum in Seattle during spring break of last year. I like this photo because it’s an honest portrait. I never want my photo taken during trips or get togethers, but my mom always takes them anyway. I don’t enjoy being in front of the camera at all and prefer to be behind it. So, in rebellion, I usually make a face at the camera or I don’t smile, but I like this one most because it is truly candid. I remember not wanting my photo taken, but this one is actually my real reaction, not one I put on to rebel. This portrait also shows me in an artistic environment and although it’s not visible in the photo, I had my Holga camera around my neck.